Last week I was listening to the radio, which sparked a curiosity in me, which led me to the internet and quite unexpectedly....something went 'Clang!'
As a result- I understand something.
As a result- I feel really angry
As a result- I feel really betrayed
And I can't take it up with the person responsible.
When I realised last week, I felt angry yet detached. Tonight, out of almost nowhere I am consumed with rage. Impotent rage. That hurts most. I really want to have a damn good fishwife-of-a-scream at the person involved. I can't. I'm pissed off. Hurt. Betrayed...20+ years on...