Black dog????

Nope, but as you may have gathered from the previous post, there is a very grizzled, dark grey, wire-haired terrier type of thing that is looking for ankles to snap at...

One of those cryptic things that I find really annoying.

But maybe now I understand a bit better...

Last week I was listening to the radio, which sparked a curiosity in me, which led me to the internet and quite unexpectedly....something went 'Clang!'

As a result- I understand something.

As a result- I feel really angry

As a result- I feel really betrayed

And I can't take it up with the person responsible.

When I realised last week, I felt angry yet detached. Tonight, out of almost nowhere I am consumed with rage. Impotent rage. That hurts most. I really want to have a damn good fishwife-of-a-scream at the person involved. I can't. I'm pissed off. Hurt. Betrayed...20+ years on...